I've found myself not posting the last few days, mostly because I'm not sure what's in my head, what I'm thinking, what I'm feeling. But avoiding putting my thoughts on paper (or into pixels) because they're not finished or clear or prettily worded kind of defeats the purpose of this blog as a place to be honest and be real and work things out ( Read more... )

Just an advance warning: I'll probably be posting several times today ( Read more... )

I've spent the last three days trying to organise my thoughts into a coherent summary of what got me here, but it's not been working in the slightest. So I give up. I may post them as I already have them - snippets of memory, not necessarily in order. I've also had some things happen in the last couple of days that I want to mention, but I'm ( Read more... )